+A Conjumbled Mass of Words+

In the black and white
pictures, nearly forgotten.
I'll never forget you.

Nothing remained as it was.
My songs still couldn't reach you.
I wasn't going to give up.

To dye trying.
Writing with black ink,
the tale of our lives may be coming to a close.

I could hear the screams,
but I failed to recognize their significance.

All I was doing was
drawing,
writing...

My love, you need to tell me
if I am making a mistake.
I want to bring you here.

My deceptions only seem to fool myself.
Love, life,
Show me something worth living for.

The crystal blue waters began to freeze as I
touched them.
My words from pen and paper failed to make any sense.

I'd try again and again to
see into your eyes.
"Let me in, please..."

I'd cry out in desperation.
"Please wake me up!"
"Don't hide from me!"

I don't want to stay hidden away
under the scotching sun!
The breath of the moon was forgiving.

Tell me what I need to do
to show you that I care.
The words never ceased to flow out of me.

I don't know why you stayed with me
even if you never seemed to care.
Maybe you do, somehow.

I can't make any sense of this.
Neither the pen,
nor paper.

The plans?
Abandoned.
Never worked in the first place.

Show me that everything fails,
and there's beauty in everything.
I can't make things happen without confidence.

I'm slowly losing myself to the music,
Please let me stay.
All I want is you.

I want to be able to be with you.
I don't want regrets,
for either of us.

Crystal eyes meet
in the crispness of autumn dusk.
I don't want to be alone.

I don't want you to feel alone.
The black ink begins to stain my skin,
will you still accept me?

If I'm not perfect, will you still
save me like you did that first day?
I want you to believe in me!

Am I being selfish?
The words are con-jumbled in one heap
and artistically thrown together from the feeling of music.

Would you still care even
if I ceased to make sense?
I can't answer this for you.

Show me that you mean what you say!